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Oct. 12th, 2005 @ 07:27 pm
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New lj.
I don't even know why I bother... |
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Sep. 22nd, 2005 @ 11:46 pm
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I LOVE my friends.
I really do.
(just to make me remember, in case I hit my head on a rock tomorrow and forget it) |
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Ok. So, today is a holiday here in my town, and guess what? I had normal classes! And thursday will be a holiday too. Try and guess again. Yes, I do have classes.
That's outrageous. I hate my school.
Ok, I don't hate my school, but's times like these that I start to think that I should have moved some place else, where they have normal calendars.
And I should be studying (again), but sod it! I have to watch ER. xDfeeling:  bitchy listenning: Christina Aguilera - Get Mine, Get Yours |
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May. 15th, 2005 @ 10:21 pm
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My friend just passed me an math exercise. I couldn't solve it, and I know it's really simple.
OMG.
I'm gonna freak out.
I hate it when I feel stupid.feeling: frustrated listenning: placebo - this picture |
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omg.
my father is the most caring man in the whole world.
I'm in a serious PMS crisis, and i spent the past few days mumbling around, dying for anything with chocolate. and then he went out and bought me a lot of it. even though he hates me eating chocolate, and keeps telling me that PMS is only an excuse to avoid people. I don't think he's all wrong about that, but anyway... I really love these sweet things my dad keeps doing for me.
I was supposed to be doing an essay for school, but I'm not in the mood. =/
Off to read more D/G's now.feeling:  thoughtful listenning: 3 Doors Down - Here by me |
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today was an awfully long day, and i was so fucked up that i didn't do anything i was supposed to do, like study. i have eight tests on saturday, and i haven't studied for any of them yet. and i still have to read a book for one of them.
oh yeah, i'm screwed.
not that i care, anyway. i'm just so tired of this. i need a holiday. desperately.
it's not like i've always been so depressed. i was once happy, really happy. i just don't know what happened the last couple of years that made me feel this way. it's a never-ending sadness. and there's no reason for it, not really.
sometimes i want to hurt myself so badly. but i can't, and i won't. or scream. oh yes, screaming sounds goods (and loud, 'course).
and my dad keeps being an asshole and just ignoring everything like he always does. if he can't deal with it, he just ignores it. i think that's what he thinks, or at least that's how he acts.
oh, and i need a bath. but there's no water here, i don't know when it'll come back. fuck. i think i'll eat chocolate and watch friends. there's nothing good to do, anyway.
Apr. 6th, 2005 @ 07:25 pm
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| » it's just a thought, only a thought... |
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i'm tired, i'm sleepy and i want to spend the afternoon watching sad movies and eating ice cream. but of course i can't do that. i have to go back to school for my literature afternoon class. who cares so much about literature, anyway? i don't. i mean, not right now, when i'm sleepy, bitchy and grumpy.
it's weird, i didn't go to school yesterday, because i only went to sleep about 5 in the morning, so no way i could get up at 6. and today my classmates were all about: "why did you miss class yesterday?" and "what happened to you?". some people even asked why i missed two days of school, when i missed just one. omg, i don't even talk to most of them! i was shocked, really. why people pretend to care so much? i wish i could really say all the naughty thoughts that come to my head when people ask me these kind of questions.
ok, gotta go now.
i'll stop by later, to blab more.
Apr. 5th, 2005 @ 01:45 pm
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| » just another phase of finding what I really need |
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so...
starting a new lj.
again.
some would think i should just quit, but i really like writing in english, and i need a place like this to do it, so... let's just see for how long i will keep this one. ;)
and who thinks that Boyd Holbrook is the hottest guy on the Earth, raise your hands, please.
\o/
Apr. 4th, 2005 @ 01:26 pm
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